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| photo by ana traina ~ 2011 ~ |
If you recall, only a few months back I wrote that I could not believe my good fortune! I spoke about the few days just after Midsummer’s Night, it was a fanciful but mild Monday, by the Verti-tum-ti-tum River, near Great Barring-ting-tum, Massachusetts. Where I was sitting in my secret spot by a rather babbling part of the emerald river, trying to listen to the cookie-coated chirping melody of the cedar waxwing birds, while simultaneously eating a delightful peanut butter and raspberry jelly sandwich, when to my surprise, I got the most curious feeling that I was being watched. It was not a gripping goose-bumpy feeling but somewhat odder than that. It made me very curious. I looked all about me, up, down and all around, twice, while all at once the trees stood silent and the cedar waxwings went mute. Finally, after a long back and forth battle with my wits, I told myself it was nothing. I tried to focus my thoughts on more pleasant things, like the whooshing sound of a zooming hummingbird passing by. Settled, I went back to eating my now sand-soaked sandwich. Then, just as I remarked, “Life does not get any better than this!” I happened to glance toward the sparkling verdurous river, when I spied two glass-green eyes peering at me. This was cause for a definite double blink and one good squint. “No, it was nothing,” I told myself as I turned to my squished and sand-soaked sandwich. Then something even stranger occurred, I heard music, the wooden trees started dancing, the gushing waterfall stopped and listened. It was the most enchanting melancholic music bubbling up from the river itself. I kid you not... Right about then, just like Ebenezer, I was thinking this melodic mirage must be the direct result of a bad raspberry seed, or even several that I had digested. When something even queerer came over me, I had a great desire to go swimming in the icy June river. So, I took the plunge and like I said earlier, believe it or not, under that frigid fast water, I ran smack into a very beautiful Nix, or a Nix who APPEARED to be very beautiful.
Now, do you also remember that I told you it is very difficult to describe the actual appearance of the Nix, as one of his central attributes are thought to be shapeshifting. Perhaps, he wasn’t exactly showing me his true colors or perhaps, he did not have any true shape at all. Nevertheless, I held my nose and continued with extreme caution as I had read that if a Nix wanted to be malicious he would attempt to carry you off by calling your proper name; this, verily, would be the death of you! So I did not share my name with him, nor did he share his with me.
Do you also recall, that as the Nameless Nixie’s glitter sparkled around my hair, I beheld a beautiful forest situated under the sea, which reminded me of an old Gaelic tale I once read, about an enchanted land sunk at some remote time, and is still to this day under a spell. It is called, Tir-fa-Thonn, the lush land beneath the waves. I have heard tell that this jungly land, with its green-sided valleys between woods of fair scented pines and plains that giggles with gillyflowers and buttercups of every hue, appears only once every seven years!
Now, this particular part, above all else, I do hope you remember, that as I gaped around at the marvelous underwater sweep, I became acutely aware that there was a distinct tingling sensation going on in my toes. I gulped, and not-so-calmly looked down at my new...found...tail?! -- Somewhere between the panic and the hysteria, it dawned on me, “Yes, this must be Tir-fa-Thonn! I am in Tir-fa-Thonn and I have grown a tail?” Yet, before I could say, "Put my feet back where they were!" The Nameless Nix had invited me to tea with him at the local watering hole! Now, despite his great charm, I was particularly wary of his intentions, yet, I followed him deeper into the foam. Oddly enough, I was not thinking how very strange this all was, but I found myself wondering if the tea would be something civil tasting like... Earl Grey, and not assorted seaweed!
However, what I have not spoken about until today is how completely and utterly civil the tea was in the quaint little coral cavern under the sea that the Nameless Nix suggested. It was delightsome! A real ambrosial treat, served by fetching catfish waiters in red vests, and sugared with the most thrilling and varied conversation. Yes, we sipped, nibbled and babbled the whole afternoon away, lighting upon such interesting topics as...how a Yorkshireman could be fined 445 pounds for shooting a swan that he thought was a goose, to the earless rabbit that was just born in Fukushima, Japan, and finally on to how divers had recovered Blackbeard’s anchor and Captain Morgan’s cannon! But then and oh, so, so suddenly, as if some imaginary hand struck twelve and the Nameless Nix would all at once turn into a ripe old pumpkin, he made his excuses... What happened next I cannot say for sure, for I don’t really know myself. Except to say, I found myself once more on the lumpy dry land, drooling on my half-eaten-sandy-sandwich, without even a hint of a tail. “Was it something I said? Or...was this only a lazy summer’s daydream?” Feeling quite like the Queen of Nonsense land, “ O’ there was not a lady so silly-down-dilly, dreaming nonsensible things as me!” Humbled, I got ready to go home.
As I’ve mentioned before, I did go back to the Verti-tum-ti-tum River, near Great Barring-ting-tum, Massachusetts a few more times...and once I even swam into a delightful young Nix, who could not tell me where to find my Nameless Nixie, for of course, I did not know his name! Nevertheless, he did break into a fantastical and very entertaining mathematical rapping for my amusement! After my second experience with a water Nix, I was more inclined to believe that perhaps, just perhaps, I was not the Queen of Nonsense land after all. I know, I know, that some very scholarly sort of people reading this will squawk and grrr-ruff, stating that mermen, nixies, or even just plain old sea beings have never inhabited this river or any other body of water. Well, let me just say this, I perfectly understand that it may be difficult for them to fathom, unless, they too had an underwater tea party as I once did.
All this brings me to just a few days ago, a day I will always remember, it was the first unfriendly Saturday afternoon of September, when I went down to the Verti-tum-ti-tum River. It was just after the hurricane and there was not a living soul around. I noticed some very old trees had fallen, that the neighboring corn field had taken quite a beating, and the river was running high. There was not a bit of smooth sand left on the river’s banks to sit on, only big, old, and very uncomfortable river stones. After some numbing moments of sitting down, I noted that there was a muted silence that permeated the thick air, and one tattered oak tree that had fallen clear across the river. It created a funny kind of eddy. Yep, it was just me and a couple of damselflies sitting down by the river. Then unexpectedly a boy appeared from the neighboring corn field, and without even a nod of hello, he soundlessly walked on by and down the river a bit, until, he was completely out of sight. Now, I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t feeling spooked, and especially alone at that moment. So, I did what any sensible woman would do, I lickety-split like lightening packed up my towel and started to leave. I scampered through the thicket, with anxious butterflies beating against my heart, but then, something curious made me stop. I slowly turned back, against my better judgement, to take one last look at the emerald river. There, over by the fallen oak, I saw him, the Nameless Nix.
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| photo by ana traina ~ 2011~ |
He was different somehow and I caught sight of a great sadness in his eye as if he knew something...something about me, something I had buried a long time ago, and then he just disappeared behind the whirling maelstrom.